No Matter.......

No matter what is sent to teach me these days, it appears that my balance is not lost for long. My perception of my inner world converses with me continuously alerting me that stability is required.

Of late, the messages are subtly whispered to me gently ushering me to see, and understand the steps needed to regain my peace. Softly I am steered in the direction of love, of peace.

Learning to stretch the self into new and truthful awareness unties the constriction placed upon us by others. Viewing every encounter with an open heart is not an easy quest, however, it is totally freeing. Surrendering to the hushed voice that guides my way has always lead me back to God, to the gentle vibration of his unwavering love. Each situation that he has deemed for my growth is done so with his blessing, often, it may take me a week or so to digest and understand the lesson, but, always the outcome is the same, immense inner growth.

Once we are joined with another within our hearts, they never leave, not fully, for once in the heart, forever in the Soul, it is however sad for me to think that so many fail to be comfortable with this level of awareness, many remain in the slumbering human attitude of ego driven reactions that fail to allow them to communicate from their hearts, it is easier to hide, or, worse, react in anger.

If one is of God then they know that Love never stops, it can't stop, as it is the way of the heart, which is why I feel so buoyant, even though an ending has occurred within my story. With each lesson that God presents me with I rise more open and lucid, able to see through the human dramas that weave their way through my story. Feeling a deepening bond with all those who have played starring roles in my story, as without them, I would not be who I am this day......................

All Things...........

All things work together for God.

There are no exceptions.

Except

In the ego's judgement.................

The Quiet......

The quiet of dawn alone on the beach takes me to a place of perfect peace, of inner contentment.

Sitting and watching the water leads me into myself, where in the simplicity of the stillness I feel the connection to All.

The illusion of separation slips away, there is no aspect of life that I am not connected with.

From a grain of sand, to the body of another, I Am All, in peace, in love, in God.............

Seeing....

Seeing the beauty within me radiate outwards into the endlessness of life is inspiring, liberating and, freeing..........

It Is Amazing......

It is amazing what happens when one allows God to create, no expectations.

Just allowing the will of God to engulf me entirely, the feeling, sheer bliss.

As the heaviness of the humid air warms my body, watching as my cats sleep in search of respite from the relentless heat I feel cleansed, with each trickle of sweat that travels down my body attempting to cool me I surrender deeper into Gods embrace.

Silently the night closes in, with it comes the anticipation of dreams, of travels to aspects of myself that inhabit and travel in other dimensions.

The sweetness of nothingness serenades me, its sweet melody whispering its chant within my heart, telling me of an ancient power in the silence of surrender, of moments so precious that I swoon at their message........

As The Setting...........

As the setting sun tinted the sky with delicate hues of golden delight, the hint of rain danced within the humid air, the promise of a downpour was tantalising.

As the gentle waves broke softly on the shore I joined the gulls as they silently gazed upon the thunderclouds that loomed in the distance, the rumble of thunder breaking the unearthly silence of the evening.

The stillness of the night lured me closer to the shore.

The thought of entering the water to glide within its purifying grasp, to relinquish myself to the Oneness of eternity in a single moment of surrender was summonsing me.

The wind had dropped, the hush so loud it penetrated each minute cell of my body, sending shivers of delight throughout my being, stilling me as the silky wetness engulfed me.

Sensing the company of an almighty presence I closed my eyes, the water ebbed around me, encircling me in its loving caress.

Feeling the intensity quicken, I stood, mute to the grandeur of the moment, humbled by the simplicity of the encounter...............

Letting The Light.........

Letting the light shine into my world is transforming and reviving, even when it comes in the darken form of deception disguised as truth.

It is from these soulful lessons that one always finds the greatest growth, well, this is true in my case anyway.

With the dissolving of a union of which I thought was based on truth, on love, I have found such a renewal of my soul, and such inner strength that I do not dwell on the loss of such a connection, but rather, I walk forward into reality, and remain steadfast in the Now, standing tall in truth.

Chatting to a dear friend yesterday highlighted this to me, and it has also illuminated to me the importance of truth to me as a fundamental basis for each relationship I have, and to have a person use my beliefs to play a game with my heart would normally see me left agonising over the affair, not this time though, this time I have been infused with a strength so powerful that I see the gift for what it was, and it is liberating.

I realize now with full awareness that all I require is here, surrounding me in everyday, I need not travel to far away lands, nor dis-guard all that I own to prove my dedication to God, all that is required by me is to surrender and allow God to feel this life through each and every second of my days.

I came here for experience, experience in a human form, to live a life of flesh and blood, to feel an array of emotions, and situations.

With the vanishing of this person has come a wonderful explosion of new encounters, a fresh and wondrous appearance of new and exciting people entering my world.

Once again I surrendered myself to God, and, once again in doing so a course of miracles has appeared right before my eyes.

The heart aches no longer enter my world, instead I feel the grief and sit with it, feel the ball of energy turning within my centre, and as I sat and felt it swirling within it was swamped with such love that it dissolved into nothingness and drifted away.

Now I feel empowered and completely alive in every single cell of my body, and as I expand into tomorrow and the freshness of a blank canvas I do so with a full and contented heart.................

I Will Find...............

I will find Heaven

Everything I seek but this will fall away.................

Many Speak Of....

Many speak of love, of having transcended the ego behavior and traits that normally dominate all relationships, yet, I find, it is often these same people who play the most games.

Following the calling of the heart is something that once instigated will see the old ego based way of life no longer penetrates your soul, well, for me in any case.

But as I have seen recently, this is not so for others who too profess their dedication to Spirit/God, as their actions still radiate a darkness within their hearts.

Learning from these encounters is liberating me, I am able to feel and digest the emotions that rise within me, yet, stay firmly content and on my path. With each game that is presented to me I find new strength within, and with each day this power grows.

A powerful awakening that allows me to see the subtle distractions that are sent to tempt me into the childish world of lies and deceit, now although I maybe lured into the web, if I listen to the inner voices I am sent timely prompts to the truth of the situation.

Standing alone has taught me of my own inner strength.

It has shown me that I have a loving band of invisible protectors here to support me.

Perhaps one day I will encounter another human who is actually all he professes to be, another who views the world as I, one who no longer is willed by his ego.

Until that moment though I am flying, free into my destiny.....................

Light Cascades.....

Light cascades within my home, its energy entwining delicately around my heart.

Rainbow orbs dance, pulsating their energy outwards, merging with all.

Tis a time of much growth, propelled by my own awareness shifting.

Trusting my heart has become my way of life, subtle signs gifted by God to gently illuminate the changes not only within my self, but, of others too.

I find that although I sense changes often weeks before they occur in reality, I often dawdle in my acceptance of their truth, or maybe it is because I still await others to speak truth from their hearts instead of retreating into nothingness.

Silence grants one the ability to see truth, for in the silence of nothingness God speaks.

As one moment ends, another moment begins taking me closer to my true self.

In the stillness of a summers afternoon I sit in peaceful silence, surround by love as it radiates towards me through the pastel hues of the setting sun.

Now I surrender any outcomes for my life, instead I hand the pen to God to compose my way in harmony and peace as I abandon control and allow my life to be...........

It's In.....

It's in the opening to surrender

That

We really learn to fly...................

Truth....

Truth

Many request it

Few speak it...............

I.......

I need do nothing

Just pray

And be still

And all will be-come

In God time...........

Love Resides....

Love resides in a grateful heart

And

In a mind that is beholden to God......

Come, Sit With Me....

Come, sit with me.

The silent peaks of billowy clouds decorating the sky, a flock of birds in flight dancing through the wind, as its song echoes throughout our hearts.

The leaves swaying in time with the melody of love that weaves its way through the scene, the scent of blossoms tantalizing my senses as my yearning grows.

I hear the sound of loves arrival floating towards me in orbs of translucent brilliance.

I breathe as you breathe.

I stand where you stand.

There is no separation.

We are

As

One...

Meanwhile.............

Meanwhile, Tarmal hijacked the washing en-route to be hung out. Where does she think shes taking my blanket?

Honestly, you turn your tail for one minute and look what happens!

And as for Madame Pixie, well she was lost in her own private world of bliss, the shoe fetish world.............

Always On............

Always on the look out for new places to ambush me Spirit was ecstatic with the appearance of a dress hanging from a door handle, squirming around like a kitten he was lost in a world of his own.

Until he realized what a great vantage point this was for swiping my ankles as I strode into the bedroom, thankfully his claw caught on the fabric and not on my skin.

Playing a game of peek a boo with him was simply joyous, entirely present with him in the moment, connecting the feline way.....

War/No More Trouble | Playing for Change | Song Around The World

Rainbows Shimmering.......

Rainbows shimmering atop the breaking surf on the reef, delight fills my heart as I walk in peaceful silence. The heat of the previous day seeps up through the wet sand as the waves retreat back into the ocean, mists swirling around my legs as the vapor rises, disappearing into the nothingness, merging once again with all.

The moon still high in the sky reflecting the soft glow of the sun as dawn peeks out over the dunes, mellow shades of pastel hues fading as the day births completely.

Feeling infinitely minute as I shifted my gaze heavenward, a tiny speck in this vast cosmos that cloaks me.

Gone is my desire to play into the meaningless of normal society, the lure of games and manipulation no longer entice me, knowing that my own growth is enough to propel peace throughout humanity penetrates through to my core, allowing the past to disappear in love and the future to remain unimportant as each moment takes me further into just being.

Life ebbs and flows in complete harmony if you are willing to allow yourself to glide in its current.

You become still and present, evermore comfortable with the gifts God has bestowed upon us and less impressed with the man-made idea of 'life'.

Floating in the river of life I know that for now I am to do nothing except trust, trust the innate wisdom of my heart................

The Wonder......

The wonder of life is seldom witnessed in the miracle of our own bodies.

Seeing the splendor that surrounds us, the hues of golden sunlight that cascades over us as the sun retreats ending another day is easy, yet as I witnessed the vision of millions of rainbow filaments of glittering light shimmering across the ocean disappearing into my heart, weaving the gloriousness of the universe within me, entwining me for eternity with God I was consciously watching the wonder of myself.

As I watched the merging occurring I looked at the marvel of myself.

The golden glow of my sun-kissed skin was broken by the twirling orbs of light that create my body, merging together in an intimate mating as matter meets spirit, twirling within one another, creating the illusion that I Am.

Gazing deeper into myself I watched as the view of myself intensified, each delicate pale hairs upon my skin stood proudly as the evening breeze stroked my body, it's cooling touch a welcome reprieve from the intensity of the days heat.

Magic is what we are, all of us, works of living art so unique and rare that I was overwhelmed at the totality of myself.

Sitting, in stillness, listening to the universe as it pulsated within me, around me, knowing with definite certainty that life as a human is a profound gift, and experience that is lost to millions as they live a life of wants and needs, appetites fueled with lustful yearnings that lead them away from themselves and into the ego driven world of false desires.

Seeking out of the self does not gift the seeker with lasting happiness, yet to release yourself to journey within will grant you a boon of such wealth that all else fades into oblivion...........