'Life is but a dream weaving its way through our moments, creating challenges we require to transcend the shackles that we imprison ourselves with'
Thursday, July 05, 2007
I'm Back
After months and months of feeling less than fantastic and fit, due to my little challenge (accident) I am pleased to say that I am feeling exceptionally well. I can honestly say that this week has been the first week since 8 March that I have felt at all well. I have begun to return to the person I was prior to this period of cleansing, which if I was to be brutally honest, perhaps it has been around two and a half years since I have truly been myself! I am not surprised by the intensity of the past few months, actually considering the state of my thoughts and actions prior to the accident, I thank myself lucky, it could have been a LOT worse.
The time has done me good, I did not get it straight away, however that is okay, I know that I am on top of things now and understand why it all occurred, when it did and how it did. I had not realised how low I had become until I started to reclaim my power, and to wake up feeling like I do now, alive and full of life.
I know it is only going to get better as my body returns to a healthier and fitter state of being. I also know that I do not have to change to 'fit' in here, I AM who I AM, and I am proud of me, I had started to change to the ways of the local people in a attempt to fit in, in reality all I did was sell myself short, I was not honouring my beliefs or my self as a person. People can either take me as I am or not at all, and the same applies to them, I am not changing to impress anyone, or to fit into a 'lifestyle' that I do not enjoy anyway. I am me, and I AM perfect just how I AM, just as you are too!
It really does feel so good to be back.
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