Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Suddenly...............

Suddenly I find myself soaring, in the last few months so much has happened, many things have changed for me, new beginnings encased me in a flurry of activity that left little time to adjust to the altered state of my life. Yet now, suddenly, I feel like I am flying, high and free, there has been an awareness of gratitude that permeates from within and bellows out, gushing forth a profound and deep thankfulness for my life, as it is, right now. I realise that through the yesterdays and all the tears and trials of heart wrenching changes I have become me, and I would not change a moment of what lays behind me disappearing fast into the closets of my memory, to be filed away in recognition of a life worth living. No longer do I mourn the loss of those who have now vacated my life, nor do I regret moving on from those who no longer are required to remain in the close inner circle of my intimate relationships. I have changed, moved into a new state of being, and with that acknowledgement comes the letting go of all that no longer serves me.
As I forge ahead into the empty pages of my tomorrows I understand the importance of simply being, of not wasting my time worrying or planning unnecessarily about the whys and wherefores of what my future may or may not hold. Life is about living now, about being completely and utterly present in the second that I find my self in Now, its about feeling the freedom I have to say no to anything I do not wish to do. It is about being free to run along the shores edge, feeling the wind rushing through my hair and the waves cleansing my feet. I am all I have created my self to be, and the limits to my growth are as endless as my imagination, I realise that the only person that I truly need is me and I know that to have reached this realisation means that none of what I have gone through was in vain.
My message today is to reassure anyone who is struggling with an issue that causes them pain, that no matter how difficult your journey appears to be, know, that by opening your self to God/The Universe/All That Is, you open up the solution to all that hampers your life. By opening up and forgiving yourself and others will set you free and then you realise that the path to true inner health and healing lies within your hands only, you need no others for love or happiness, because, it is all encased within you. I do not require anyone to save me any more I know that the only person that I ever really need is writing these words and although I would like someone to share my journey with me, I now do not require them to combat the loneliness that once threatened to overwhelm me. I now know that I am ready to attract a stable and balanced individual that like me wishes to continue to discover the wonders that a human life has to offer..................

2 comments:

Nancy said...

It is a treasured place to be. You're right - all that has come before brings us to this moment. How we feel our lives depends on no one but ourselves. We come into this world alone and we will leave it alone. Sharing our lives is wonderful, but being happy within is worth everything that comes before it.

Natural Moments said...

You have found perfection!

And by letting go, we don't forget energetically, but open up to greater collective but individualistic experiences. We realize and appreciate the path that has led us to Here where infinity opens up before our very eyes.