Wednesday, June 24, 2009

There Are...........

There are those in this world who will never stand in their light, so terrified of returning to the true power within are they that they attempt to burden us with their negativity and anger. When the burden of the unconscious behavior of others weighs me down I feel my light being snuffed out, burdened by the negativity around me, hateful actions, vengeful words, vindictive behavior that is design to hurt and destroy those it is aimed at. As much as I allow all others to live their life story the way that they see fit, as it is vital that we all create our world according to our perception, our concept of what is true, at times the anger and aggression that can arise from these people is so nasty and hate filled that I wonder will they ever see the light, the love and connection of all? That we are all One.. Those that direct their hate and anger towards others are those who are in need of the most loving, they are so far away from their heart center that the only way they can feel better is to hurt others, to launch attacks so brutal and abusive that the results of their outburst will have long lasting effects on many around them. Going within the confines of the heart is a terrifying experience to people such as these, to see that their suffering is created by them and no one else would be an insult to them, they would much rather blame anyone and everyone for the state of their life, and usually these people are not content with just their hatred being directed at the said person, no, these people like an audience, a fan club, as many followers as they can get to share their distorted views of the said individual that has been lined up for their hatred and slandering. Enduring an onslaught of this kind is not a pleasant happening, and at times it has the ability to push one off their path (even briefly) as you are drawn into the needless drama. To remain steadfast in your belief of your Self is to stand in truth, to know that any past action is irrelevant in the Now, and to allow the past to hamper your today is unconscious behavior that highlights the pain that resides in a sleeping heart. As I regain my composure and step back into my Now with clarity, I feel my light breaking through the protective barrier to shine once more, pulsating its divine love to those in need of it most................

1 comment:

Ronda Laveen said...

Good job, Gemel! Yes, that is the crux of the work isn't it? To not be pulled off center by the storm and if you do get pulled off, to be able see it and quickly find your balance.