Thursday, June 04, 2009

As Daylight

As daylight came into view and the world waited above I felt a dread surging through my body, feeling a need to escape what lay beyond............. Life, what is it all about? We all go about our daily lives thinking that what we do means something, the work, people, yet as I was about to step into the light of a beautiful morning I knew that it is all worthless, a waste of my soul. People compete within every area of their lives, we all have an inner need to prove something to someone, maybe even our self, how many of us are able to see past the illusions of living in this time, back to the knowledge of our heart and the secrets of our soul? I know that this world is killing me from with out, I feel lost and deserted in world of fake people who are all trying to become someone, to be the best, to convert you to their way of thinking, to have you standing in awe of their achievements. It is all false and meaningless to me, a world where I do not belong.............

3 comments:

mkreider said...

But you are experiencing and sharing the beauty where you live... something that your readers could not see or read without you as the vital link. Please do not short change yourself, you are providing enrichment for me.

Gemel said...

Thank you so much, I really did have a down moment on leaving the cave, I am glad you enjoy my little tales...

Marlene said...

You were gone for couple days...I used to have those feelings..and that is why I immerse myself with my animals and my creative ideas..that is why my blog is so on the surface...concentrating on the things I love makes my world fit better. yet I still am drawn to this other side of me..for what it is worth....I find your blog, peaceful, inspiring,and full of wisdom, and it has helped me.. when I get those feelings. thank you.