Saturday, April 11, 2009

Looking Towards Home............

Looking towards home, the sky comforts me. My gaze is drawn repeatedly to the heavens, serenity is found in the vast blueness, soothing me. I have never felt truly connected to this planet, I always felt that I came from beyond the Sun, from a place far away, another world, where a part of me still resides, watching and waiting until the time is right for me to return. Often the feelings of disconnection are overwhelming, no one seems to understand the complexity of my emotions, of seeing past the illusions of the lives we lead, the emptiness that I often feel, the knowing that All is One, One is All. Yet still we hurt each other. The wasted emotions and turmoil we place on ourselves, pushing us deeper into the density of stagnation. The lessons that I encounter are planned to enrich my soul, this is my belief. Lying in the silence, surrounded by the gifts of nature is where I find my peace, my connection to source, a peacefulness and harmony that renders me speechless in the perfectness of the clarity it bestows upon me.

3 comments:

Natural Moments said...

Wow Gemel! This couldn't be felt or conveyed any better than you expressed your self here...and I can totally relate with you 100 percent. I too feel like an outsider......a witness......to the odd but interesting insanity that earth has to offer. Where is it all taking us collectively? And when it is over for us, will we return to the stars and smile, knowing that we survived it all.

Jaky Astik said...

I don't know why, but I am feeling like we will meet someday. Really, I even had a dream. Blossoms was bathing in a waterjug and we were having coffee (do u have red shoes)

Gemel said...

Well you never know Jaky, perhaps we will, we do plan a trip to India, when? Not certain yet.....

No red shoes by the way......