Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
Answer: Yeah, Gemel, whatever they want.
Question: And what do poor folk daydream and visualize about?
Answer: Yeah, whatever they want.
You're coming along so quickly, Gemel!
Whether or not more money, honey, is your "thing," Gemel, it works the same no matter who you are: You're free to think about whatever you want... and you'll get it.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
But now, having forgotten this, instead of rejoicing at the glory of their bounty, indulging in the dance of life, and thriving with dominion over all things, they begin taking notice of who lives in a bigger house, drives a faster car, or has more songs on their ipod. Forgetting, even, that their simple presence in this bastion of order, beauty and perfection is a far greater accomplishment than anything that might subsequently happen upon it.
You're a winner, on the cutting edge of reality creation. Beautiful, perfect, and all powerful. I say play more.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
Why is it that this book moves me so much? The emotions I feel from this writing are so moving and heart wrenching for me that my heart feels their pain, their silent suffering, perhaps it gives credence to my view that we are in fact all one, that when you open your soul you are able to connect with others on this deep soul level, the level of existence that takes us back to source. To know love this deep, love that transcends continents and decades must be rare, how many people love like this? in this primitive and consuming manner, how many would even want to in this day and age of instant gratification?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
In these past few weeks since my knee injury (my stopping if you like) I have been made or rather given the opportunity to ‘SEE’ what I have done to create this current life situation, and also to see a changing of my body to flow with the attitudes of the mind. I know that I have been beating myself up for a year and a half in regards to our move to Australia, I have not moved with life with ease at all, yet inwardly I know that this is part of my journey is important, relevant in my souls growth, a turning point, a beginning as well as an ending. The allergies I have been suffering with have subsided I can once again breathe through my nose, the congestion is releasing from my chest also, at the same time my knee is hampers my mobility! I AM returning to me, I AM seeing what I created, remembering my own rules to life, Thought creates your reality – I see what my thoughts of negativity and regret have created over many long months of sadness and longing, however I know that by seeing this and by knowing my role in their manifestation I AM on the way back, to myself, to fullness and to health. I feel that this time is extremely important to me, that the amount of still and peaceful time I have is so deeply required by my soul, to heal and to regenerate, preparing for the final stage, Home. I feel that peace, love, stillness, happiness and laughter are the keys to my well being, that I AM to fill my life with only people and circumstances that will see me achieve these feelings. Situations or people that provide any emotions other than those mentioned above will be avoided, released and moved away from. Doing this with the utmost love is vital, those whom I feel have served their purpose within my journey are not to be disliked, simply eased out with love, allowing new people in and new experiences to follow. I understand that my inner changes during this ‘growth’ period have been enormous, I know and feel this and even though there are times I have created that have been tough, they also have been very powerful and nurturing. Speaking to myself on this level is a gift to myself, it allows me to see what is occurring within me, and around me, giving me the ability to work from within to rectify what is out of sync without.
So deeply AM I dedicated to my soul’s journey that I feel my tests and struggles are being drawn out to eliminate all dis-harmony within my ego mind, after all this is the planet of free will! I do though still sense that because of my connection to the Family of Light, I AM often prevented also by forces who wish me to fail, who desire me to stay with the rest of humanity locked in a world of negativity and turmoil, this does not mean I feel possessed in anyway, simply often tested and resisted in many areas of my life. I have spoken to others working on their earthly ascension and they report the same, the closer you get the more resistance felt, blocks in your path, hampering your progress, wanting you to give up and return to ‘robotsville’ with the rest of the sleeping souls who follow the humdrum rhythm of life, expecting the expected, allowing the body, mind and spirit to shut down and admit defeat, allowing the death of their body and mind to take over their being, even before physical death. That is not for me, whether I am wrong or right about my assumptions and theories on life is irrelevant, I AM standing firm upon my path, I shall fight until the end – or beginning, depending on how one sees it, knowing that my intuition was right all along, that there is more to me than this one segment of reality, there are many more facets to my being, to my soul, this is only one sparkle in the diamond, many others shimmer elsewhere in time and space.
Reflection and stillness I feel are the tools requires to attain my prize, I feel that the more stillness I have the more I crave, release the past, heed my own advice, express love and acknowledgement for the NOW the complete freshness of every new day, each moment as it offers its purity and new memories with each second passing. No moment is the same as the last; each is unique and so vital for producing the story of my life, to unfold in love and serenity, each moment I make the conscious decision to either be aware of the control I possess in manifesting my reality or not, giving my power back to the ego mind, to keep me imprisoned in a brainwashed society, I know which I choose. Freedom, and the ability to transcend all that suppresses me, I understand now it was not designed to be an easy road, if it was then the growth that the soul would experience at the end would not be as monumental.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Moving on is not something the majority of the human race does well, we like nothing better than to hold onto the past with such intensity that we create so much dis-harmony within our lives. What is it that we are afraid of? Why is it that many people relish playing a 'poor me' or a 'victim' not seeing that their thoughts, words and deeds are creating the dis-harmony that they so despise! That is not to say that those like myself are immune to dramas unfolding within their lives, the difference is we search for what the challenge means, what it is telling us about our actions or our thinking, where we may require work, or perhaps to slow down and be still. Holding on to any issues from your past, be it yesterday, last week or years ago serves NO purpose within your life now, it is gone, therefore you can not change it, so why fret or relive it again and again? I know that I have been venturing down that path recently playing the movie, why did I do that, (see Hindsight) and as a result I am stopped by a twisted knee. Your joints represent direction, movement, moving forward in life, your legs are what carry you forward, taking you into your tomorrows, I see this and AM working upon my release, and my direction. I know that I often feel like I have let myself down when I appear to relapse and return to old ways, although at times it is other people who hamper my spiritual journey, (again because I allow them to get into my head) seeing your energy so out of sync that you begin the downward spiral into mis-alignment and dis-harmony. My own self doubts have been laid to rest, I am able to understand why I am here, I know that some of it is due to my own actions and thoughts, however the majority is due to other people and their reluctance to let the past go. It is so easy for other people to blame you for everything that goes wrong in their lives, to find a scape goat who can take the blame for all that is wrong with them or where they are in life instead of facing the fact that they themselves are where they are without the help of anyone else. It does not matter whether it is a job or a relationship, whatever your issue is, you chose to be where you are, and until you decide to take responsibility and do the inner work required there you will stay, stuck in a life you do not like. Only we are in control of every aspect of our own life, no one else can hurt us verbally or physically unless we allow it, and if we find our self in a job or a relationship, (this includes friendships) that causes us pain, then release it, let it go, it has served it purpose it is no longer relevant. Most people are afraid to let go of the past and to move into uncharted territory because they have a fear of the unknown, the same can be said of their reluctance to let go of issues that they replay in their minds, over and over again, they are safe with these devils that haunt them, what would they be without them? FREE, free to begin manifesting a life that is designed by them, taking responsibility for ALL their actions and thoughts, and knowing that what they have they created is what they get, and if this life that they have created is not to their liking, then by simply changing how they think and what words they use they will begin to change their reality. I know when I first began my road to Ascension this was a difficult concept for me to take on board, I had up until that point in my life been dealt a pretty rotten hand, why on earth would I have done this to myself? Because it was what I wanted to learn from in this life, every situation we have is for our highest learning, we design our life lessons before we incarnate upon this planet, we choose who will be our parents, children and lovers, and from these encounters we are given the opportunity to grow, to move through the pain. It is only when we decide to hang onto the past, using it as a n excuse to stop living that we encounter hardship, depression, frustration, illness and hate, be that self hatred or hate directed towards another! All the scenes we play over and over in our mind cause us to become stuck and bitter, passing blame and judgement onto others in our life instead of taking responsibility for our own life. Responsibility = the ability to respond in any situation, the choice is ALWAYS yours, no one can make you do anything, or go anywhere you do not truly wish to go, you decide, it is easier to pass the blame onto someone else, especially when you are not entirely happy with where you are now, to say it was their fault is a cop out, its only reward is to see you stay exactly where you are, full of self pity and anger! When you begin to see your life as a canvas, each day you have the ability to paint a little more, creating a picture of perfect harmony. Why would you repaint the same scene over and over? You would not, so why rewind your mind to play things that happened long ago, or even yesterday, why not dream of new and exciting possibilities, a new harmonious life, one filled with peace, happiness, stillness and love? See the power in your thoughts, choose your words and thoughts wisely, take control of your life, all aspects of your life and step into your new tomorrows without fear, illness, lack or suffering, create the life you desire and live the life you are here to live, the one you have total control over!
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Animals all relate to each other with their family group, they feel pain and they sense the taking of another, just because they do not speak a language that most humans understand is irrelevant, the fact is they feel everything we do, and should not be hunted down and shot in cold blood just for fun.
Lets allow peace to return to this planet, and in doing so giving the animals their freedom, a freedom that allows them to live without fear of being murdered when the fancy takes an unenlightened human!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
My Light family are giving me more signs now, I see them bursting through into this dimension at all times throughout the day or night, confirming for me that I AM doing okay, and that I am really not alone, no one is ever truly alone. Even in our deepest and darkest hours of desperation they are there standing by watching and feeling our pain, waiting for us to call on them to reassure us of their love and support, all you have to do is close your eyes and go into that still place within your heart, to feel with all your might the compassion and love that surrounds you, always, no matter where you are. Take the time for stillness, it is the best investment you will ever make.
When we arrived in Australia and began to settle into out home I really wished for one of these plants again, to remind me of the one I had to leave behind. At first all my searches lead me to a dead end, until I found the one you are looking at now, by chance one of two in a nursery looking somewhat neglected, not the case anymore as you will see, and much to my happiness this morning as I was sitting in the sun with Blossom, it started to gracefully move and explore its surroundings just the other one did at home, what a brilliant start to my day, it always fills me with so much joy to receive confirmation that the other Beings that share our journey here on Earth are intelligent and have feelings, just because they do not communicate in the way we do simply does not mean that they are void of all the emotions that we have, they simply communicate in more supple ways.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
I have not mentioned Blossom for a long time, bless her, she is doing really well, all of a sudden her appetite has returned, with a vengeance I might add! In fact since I found her just over a year ago she has only ever nibbled at her food, now she is eating a couple of cans a day (small cans), which is wonderful. And all this food is seeing her stay awake for another five minutes a day with an odd mad dash around the garden, oh to be a cat!
She is also due for another shower this weekend, we tried the bath as you can see however with trial and error we have found that the shower is a better option!
She never complains, or scratches she simply sits there and lets me get on with it, bless her she is another one of my greatest gifts, a rare find indeed!
Monday, March 12, 2007
Life, what a trip -