Friday, June 29, 2007


While I thought I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die.

Leonardo DA Vinci

It's All About NOW

Life happens now, it can be lost in yesterday and misspent waiting for tomorrow.
Look for the quiet places, search for the stillness, because it is not until you stop to search deep into the silence and the stillness that resides deep within all of us that you will find your self.
Be not concerned about the tragedy's of yesterday, no matter how horrific or devastating they may be. We all have our souls agenda to fulfill whilst we are here, when it is your time to be reborn (die) there is nothing you can do to prevent it. Those of us who have included in their life lesson to be apart of a natural disaster, a murder or some other atrocity, do not send them pity, anger, prolonged grief or sympathy, instead honour them for the sacrifice they have given to humanity, their gift into assisting us into the dawning of The Aquarian Age. We spend too much time looking backwards, rehashing old drama's and situations in our life, creating more upheaval and dis-easement within our bodies. We spend too much time remembering past anniversaries of events that have taken place around the world, by practicing this we are inviting more negative energy into our own life. Life is about now, and not every ones now, your now.
Take the time to acknowledge and honour those who give their life in an attempt to lift humanity from this dark age we live in, helping this raped and spent planet cleanse itself of the damage that the human race has caused. Humanity could not have continued its destruction of this planet without the laws of cause and effect taking control. By lifting your self to the inner realms of stillness, you too can assist the balancing of the earth. By healing yourself, and reclaiming your divinity you also lift the vibration of this planet. Next time you decide to watch the news, listen to the radio, read a newspaper, think about the feelings that this mis-information causes you, does it serve a purpose to your personal life, (apart from adding fear, negativity and anger) does it give you feelings of love, happiness and compassion? Is there any real reason you need to know this 'news', does it enhance your life in anyway at all? There are millions of humans who walk this earth and all of us have come in with our souls lesson already decided, we are here to enjoy this realm of matter, to enjoy our body and the senses we have been given. It is not part of our agreement to interfere or to mourn the lives of those who walk with us. Life upon this planet is all about NOW. Your special and individual NOW.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

the Countdown is On

The countdown is on for the end of Year of The Red Magnetic Moon.
The new Year of The White Lunar Wizard is to begin, what will be in store for me??????????

Unfold your spirit to the sky, allow your sacred dreams to fly.

The Universe answers that your truly are more precious than heaven's brightest star.

This Mornings Writing

It has been awhile Dear One since you have graced us with your presence - We are forever present in your moments however you create your journey, to struggle. Yours has been a lesson of listening, for when we speak to your heart. You often tend to ignore - pushing us with your Ego Mind to pursue the unhappiness of the human world you walk in. Your quest upon this planet shall not be avoided so easily Dear One of the Light. And why do you think you have had this time of rest? Why is it your body is resisting you in many areas? Cleansing and renewing for your journey ahead - yours is a journey that is not to be left unfulfilled - yours is to, Live your Light and Light your Life. All you are, you are. Within you, you hold all the knowledge and wisdom from all eternity, your Ego Mind is all that stops you, nothing else, in this time of changes and of endings be aware of your sovereignty, you stand upon this Earth as an ambassador to the Light within us all - here to guide those who radiate towards you. So be it.


We usually lose today, because there has been a yesterday, and tomorrow is coming.

Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

Quiet Contemplation

There is simply no better way to start your day than to quietly sit and meditate.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007


There was a time in our past, many long years ago that the animals who walked this earth did so in harmony and freedom alongside the humans that to lived upon this planet, all was in balance and perfection, as was what our Creator intended. Animals also lived in harmony with each other, not preying upon each other for food.

When a human desired the company of an animal all that was required was a conscious thought to be sent out asking for the service of the animal, the animal would arrive and accompany the human, leaving to return to its home, family and life once the task was completed. Humans did not own, hunt, cage or control the animals, it really was heaven upon earth.
The animals looked up to the humans as loving and peaceful creatures, but then it started to change and with the introduction of free will for the humans. The humans began to see themselves as superior and started to hunt and kill the animals, taking ownership of them and controlling their lives. As this fall into unconsciousness began, the animals too started to hunt and kill each other, mirroring mans behaviour, thus the imbalance of our world began.

We find ourselves in a time of chaos as we are concluding the countdown to the Age of Light, The Aquarian Age, if we are to resume the balance of our planet, honour the sacredness of all life, see that we are all one, whether man or beast, we are all connected, to kill another living thing is to kill yourself. I know for many it is a difficult concept to get their heads around, yet this is the true law of the Universe. All is One, One is All.

What a wonderful feeling it is to cleanse your home, shifting stagnate energy. As I busied myself today madame Blossom simply watched, with that look of superiority, oh to be a cat! Bless her wonderful heart!



I honour the place in you where the Universe resides.

I honour the place in you of love, of light, of truth, of peace.

I honour the place in you, where, if you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, there is only one of us.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

A Note from The Universe

Sometimes, Gemel, when a tiny series of the most unpredictable events occur that otherwise make no sense at all... it's just my way of winking, and hinting that something big is about to happen.

The Universe

Monday, June 25, 2007

The Sixth Commandment (my view)

'Thou shalt not kill.' This commandment was to be absolute in its meaning, 'thou shalt not kill, ANYTHING.' Although I am not a religious person, I know that all religions are based upon ancient teachings (myths) that have been passed down throughout many ages, in doing so the original meanings to all of these teachings have been quite literally lost in translation. When our creator created our beautiful planet it was with the intention that all that walked, swam, crawled, slithered and flew this Earth, did so in harmony, freedom and peace. Our creator (whatever you wish to call him) provided all there was to sustain all life upon this planet without the taking of any life. All animals were herbivores as were the human inhabitants. Humanity was not placed upon this Earth to rule and murder itself or its fellow brothers and sisters in the animal kingdom. There was a time where the lamb and the lion truly did sit beneath the same tree in peace, with no fear. When humanity was given free will, it began the downward spiral to where we are today in a totally unbalanced and violent world. Humans kill for a number of reasons, although they always have one common denominator, self-interest. Be it wars, hunting for pleasure or feeding itself, humanity murders totally for self gratification or for personal gain. Humanity, generally is completely unaware of the balance every single living organism plays in maintaining the delicate balance of this magnificent planet. It is not only the mindless slaughtering of the human race that is to cease, but also the mindless slaughter of all of gods other creations that share this world with us. After all who gave us the right to take the life of another living creature? Even if you have a phobia or loathing for any particular species this does not give you the right to take its life. Every living thing on this planet feels pain, knows of happiness and love, it is not just us 'evolved' humans that have the capacity of emotions and feelings. The next time you go to squash an ant, a caterpillar, shoot a deer, a rabbit or a duck, think about the pain you would feel, the heartache your death would bring to those who depended upon you, perhaps then you may start to appreciate the world through the eyes of your creator. And if your argument is there are too many rabbits, kangaroos, deer etc, perhaps the animal kingdom feels exactly the same way about humans. After all they are not the ones destroying the planet in a never ending quest for control, food, shelter and clothes, taking away the homes and environments of others. That devastating and barbaric role is one that humanity can call its own.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Blossom is rather pleased with herself because she has sent her first two international mail items!

Talk about a clever cat!!!!!

Bless her wonderful heart.


I still do not understand why a wet, wild and blustery day is described by many as dreadful, depressing and awful weather. Wet weather is refreshing, cleansing and revitalising for the Earth, plants and animals, filling the reservoirs, brooks, rivers and lakes. There is nothing I like more than to watch a storm approaching, listening to the rain, feeling the wind in my hair. I often love to go for a walk in the rain, alone with the elements, somehow my senses are always heightened during a wild storm, especially if I am walking besides the sea, waves pounding and the salty spray wetting my face it is extremely invigorating. I have always said there is no such thing as bad weather, only inappropriate clothing. I am so happy to be contented with the real treasures of this world, the natural world, give me a willow tree on the bank of a river or an isolated walk along the coast on a cold and blustery day and I am happier than you could ever imagine.

If You Are A TRUE Vegetarian

If you are a TRUE vegetarian you do NOT eat; SEAFOOD, which tree do fish / shellfish grow from? None, they are living breathing beings THEY ARE FLESH FOODS. POULTRY, not sure which crops they harvest these from, they are living breathing beings, THEY ARE FLESH FOODS. I do not know how many people that I encounter who are naive enough to think that a vegetarian will include these two food groups in their diet. A True vegetarian will eat neither, only the Demi Vegetarian will include these food sources in their diets, which means they ARE NOT TRUE vegetarians. In all honesty otherwise intelligent people really do act stupid when describing a vegetarian diet. And if they wish to get even more technical then I shall add a few more variations. Ovo vegetarian - will include eggs in their diet. Lacto vegetarian - will include dairy products within their diet. Ovo-lacto vegetarian - includes BOTH dairy foods and eggs in their diet. Vegan - will eat NO form of animal bi-product, has a diet of vegetables, fruits, nuts, seed, grains pulse and legumes. Fruitarian - will eat a diet that consists totally of fruit. (The diet our Creator intended us to follow) Of course deciding to follow any of these diets sets you up for ridicule and at times harassment as the carnivores like nothing more than to defend their taste for blood. However having been vegan for a number of years and vegetarian before that I am able to tell you that as long as you balance your diet you will be far healthier than anyone who follows a flesh food diet. So next time you meet someone who CLAIMS they are a vegetarian yet will then sit down to a chicken or fish dish, they are I am afraid deluding themselves, they have simply cut out pork, beef and lamb, which I guess is a start, but perhaps they ought to go back to school and learn the difference between a fish and a plant and a bird and a plant, then they will realise that they are not a vegetarian!

Friday, June 22, 2007


Forgiveness is the greatest show of love a human being has. When you find yourself in situations that brings feelings of, anger, weakness, depression, anger, hatred and revenge, return to your heart and allow compassion, love and forgiveness to emanate from your being.

This world today is fueled by negative and violent thoughts and emotions by the sleeping humans who walk its surface, for those of us who are aware of who we really are , it is up to us to assist humanity in its waking, by always choosing love and forgiveness over any negative thoughts and emotions.

With the coming of the Aquarian Age (The Age of Light) a few short years away it is essential we all return to a place that is within all of us, the vibration of love and of light, we are after all ONE people, connected by our Creator to walk in peace and harmony with each other the Earth and the other sentient beings of this planet. There is no separation into races and countries, we are ALL spiritual beings having a human experience, we are not even truly from this planet, however we have chosen to forget (in most cases) of our sovereignty and our true origin, of the connection we have to all life upon this planet, be it animal, plant or mineral, all is connected to us, all is sacred, all is us.

Therefore it is of no use holding grudges and behaving in a violent and angry manner, when in fact what you are angry at is only another aspect of yourself.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Never Think That

Never think that you are simply a human being!

You are far more wondrous than that, you are first and foremost a spiritual being having a human experience, and while you are incarnated upon this planet you are far more than the physical body that many of us take for granted.

We are all of us magnificent beings of radiant light.

A True Friend

When someone you love is going through a difficult time and you know that there is nothing more you can do than listen and support them, know that that is enough, your being there supporting and listening will be valued more than they could possibly tell you. I know that in all my inner turmoil during the last year and a half I would have been lost without the support of my dearest friends. They listen and console yet never advise, that I have found is the unique quality of a true friend.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Love Yourself

One of the best ways to reclaim your inner power is to KNOW that you are a sexy and desirable being, that you are worthy of the highest source of love. Self love. Make love to yourself every day: By watching the words you use to describe yourself. Not judging yourself with negative thoughts when you look at yourself in the mirror. By indulging your imagination when choosing your accessories and your clothes, dress to impress yourself. Admire the beautiful and unique person you are, there is no other person like you. Bless all your wonderful hearts.

Blossom of Many Names

Blossom of many names!
Onion Cat
Piss More (don't ask, she was in transit, coming home from the vet!)
Old Mog
Cupboardy Cat
Angel Cat
The Animal
Nuisance Value
Bless her lovely little heart!!

Food, My View

What if you lived in a society where by majority you were educated, affluent, and secure in your work, yet you had to maintain a certain kind of existence in regard to your health and your diet? That if you did not adhere to these stringent rules you would be in punished? Welcome to the 21 century, although we are not under the reign (yeah right) of some fascist dictator who would punish us with imprisonment for not sticking to the rules the majority of us are living this way. We do not look after our body temple and honour it as our creator intended. Instead we abuse our bodies daily, causing ourselves to become ill.

The money people who run this world have our bad health and illness in their best interest, their bank balance! They want us to be addicted to the sugar and the fat in all this processed and fast food, it makes them richer. This whole western 'educated' world is so screwed up, we have become hooked on instant gratification and instant food. When I go to the super-markets these days and look for food that I can actually eat (being a vegan) I am amazed at the utter crap that fills the shelves isle after isle, all these processed packet, can and bottled foods promise to be 99% fat free, totally made from natural ingredients.

Do people actually believe this crap??? How does fresh food have a shelf life of a six months to a year? Mmmmm I can't quite get that one! And how does bottled water go off? It does not matter what you are picking up these days in the super-market, it is laced with chemicals and additives, preservatives and stabilizers, all totally healthy, of course!!! So even by following a seemingly healthy diet like I do I am still bombarded with chemicals, no one is free of them. What chance do our children have, where is this barbaric world headed? What sort of people are we turning into? Do we not question what it is we do to our bodies every time we sit down to eat a less than healthy meal? Do we not question ourselves when we reach for the pills to hide from us the symptoms of a stressed and dis-eased body? Should we instead be reaching for the medicinal herbs, fresh fruits, vegetables and pulses to feed our bodies back to health? I know that my views are mine alone, and I know that my passion for health and wholeness is not shared by many in this day and age, and this saddens me immensely. In this modern world of ours we have lost so much, we may have fast cars, fancy houses, computers and airplanes, yet we lack our health. Even those gym junkies who pound the pavements jogging on the weekends to show off their tight muscled bodies take chemically laden shakes, they are not as healthy as they may like to think they are. We have lost so much in this apparently modern society we live in, we have lost our ancient and intrinsic wisdom, wisdom that would show us the way to wholeness and to health, and with that by majority we have lost our souls.

Monday, June 18, 2007

How Treasured I Felt

I do not think that I have ever felt so honoured and worthy of those who I call my friends and family, I was given for the first time a glimpse into what my special people do in fact think and feel towards me. I understand completely that birthdays are not about material gifts and that it matters not the cost of the gift it is whether the gift came from the heart. I love to give to others, often for no apparent reason, just because I love them, because I am glad these people are in my life. To be shown that I was appreciated and loved like this was emotionally overwhelming for me. I was completely and utterly touched with the thought that my special people put into their gifts. I do not remember such a time where I knew how honored I am to have these people sharing my life, family or treasured friend they know who they are and I give thanks and love from the bottom of my heart for making me feel so totally loved.

A Note from The Universe

Saturday, June 16 A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like Gemel Hudson doesn’t come along all that often. In fact, there’s never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You’re an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is. Quite simply: You’re the kind of person, Gemel, Who’s hard to forget, A one-in-a-million To the people you’ve met. Your friends are as varied As the places you go, And they all want to tell you In case you don’t know: That you make a big difference In the lives that you touch, By taking so little And giving so much! Gemel, you are so AWESOME! For your birthday, friends and angels from every corner of the Universe, including buddies you didn’t know you had, will be with you to wish you the HAPPIEST of Birthdays and an exciting new year in time and space. You won’t be alone! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Gemel! What a delightful message to receive, I certainly had the happiest birthday I can ever recall.

Thursday, June 14, 2007


Why is it that man sees nothing wrong with destroying not only our planet, but also other planets in our solar system? Is it not enough that modern man destroys our wonderful natural landscapes and oceans in his desperate need to control and to get rich? Why does he now need to send rockets into space aimed at other planets for the advancement of science? Does everything need to be destroyed? Is science really about destruction? Why does man think that he has the right to cause the mindless damage and murder of innocent animals and people in this quest? Why can't these power hungry, money worshipping imbeciles see that they are not the only people of importance? That they are a mere speck in this wondrous cosmos of ours, that all the creatures and beings that reside in this dimension all have the intrinsic right to live in harmony and peace. With the Age of Aquarius fast approaching I give intent that the sleepers awake, to finally see the havoc they have wreaked, and with this knowledge awaken to the Oneness that connects every living entity upon this planet and throughout the universe, before it is too late.

Waiting for Greenies

Bless her little heart, Blossom was rather excited last night as she waited for her favourite kitty bedtime snack, Greenies. On close inspection you will see the dribble starting to build up on her little mouth in anticipation.
Bless her wonderful little heart!


Why do we use the word love so frequently when it really does not apply? If you have ever felt real love you would automatically know that you do not love your food, house, car, stereo, books, drinks, sport, etc........ Love is not that easily attained and in all honesty most people mistake lust for love and therefore they will find that when their lust begins to subside they realise that they do not love the person that shares their life, in most cases they will not even like them at all. True love comes from the soul, and it is found in an instant, a recognition of a person from the moment you meet them, or in some cases see them in passing for the first time, it can be woman to woman, man to man, as well as man to woman. True love also does not always involve sexual attraction, it can be deep friendships, and brother and sisters, aunts, uncles, grandparents, even treasured pets. If you have ever experienced true love you will know what I am talking about, you know in an instant, you connect with a person when meeting them for the first time, you know their soul and you find yourself immediately comfortable with them, you will be open and honest without concern to what they might think, you will be coming directly from the heart. Like a lot of things in this materialistic superficial 'modern' world we live in we are far to fickle with our language and emotions, in most cases rarely sincere with our words or our hearts. I know the people in my life that I truly love, and I know that they are few, I am certain they know who they are because I feel their deep and intense love in return. I do not have to physically tell these wonderful magnificent people of my feelings, they know intrinsically of our soul connection, and that no matter where we find ourselves in life we are only ever a thought away from each other. When you look at love in its real context, how in all honesty can you love your house, car, job, clothes, city, country ............................?

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

The Cat's Prayer

Now I lay me down to sleep,I pray this cushy life to keep.
I pray for toys that look like mice, and sofa cushions soft and nice.
I pray for gourmet kitty snacks, and someone nice to scratch my back.
For windowsills all warm and bright, for shadows to explore at night.
I pray I'll always stay real cool, and keep the secret feline rule.
To NEVER tell a human that, the world is really ruled by cats!

Monday, June 11, 2007

Just Do It

There is no such thing as maybe, so therefore anything is possible. The only one who is holds you back is your self. If you don't like where you are in life, change it, nothing is impossible all it takes is a change of attitude and to remember, you are WORTH it!
When you find yourself doing that which makes your heart sing, using the intrinsic knowledge that has always inspired you. It is then that you know that you are walking in the right direction. Follow your heart and listen with your soul, by doing so you will attain peace.

Sunday, June 10, 2007


If today was your last day on Earth, what would you do?

Who would you spend it with?

Where would you go?

What would you wish to achieve?
Would you be happy to leave knowing that you had no regrets, no unfinished business?
Would you be happy?

I feel myself returning to Oneness
Returning home...............................

The Revelation of Ramala

Yesterday when we were browsing in a secondhand bookshop I was drawn to this book, which was hidden from sight by another book deliberately placed in front of it. I was told to remove the book in front and look behind, finding this book. Talk about fate, destiny, inner wisdom whatever you wish to call it.
As I browsed through the pages of this precious gem I was completely astounded to read that this book was saying all I have ever believed to be true about our journey here on this planet. This book is a revelation to me, and its timing simply perfect.
But of course the Universe knew it would be!

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Up To You

Emotions and thoughts create our reality, therefore when things are not how you wish them to be, change your thinking and your attitude and you will bring about the positive changes you desire. The more angry you are the more disharmony you will attract to yourself, and the more people will wish to have little to do with you. The more we allow lust to rule our lives the less likely we are to settle into lasting and meaningful relationships, therefore the lonelier we become. The more suspicious we are the more isolated we will become, by not trusting others you condemn yourself. All negative emotions keep you locked in your negative world, the more attention you give to the negativity within yourself the more it takes hold. When you become aware of your thoughts and emotions taking you down a negative path, change the image in your mind, think of something else, go for a walk, meditate, count to ten do anything that will change the negative vibrations replacing them with harmonious and happy ones. After all how you feel is entirely up to you, no outside influence has the ability to create your moods or thoughts, only you have that privilege.

On Those Days

On those days when life gets a little too much to endure, simply remember this is but a smidgen of who you are, and this 'life' is fragment of your entire reality........................

Thursday, June 07, 2007


This mornings walk was a quiet and tranquil experience, although the weather suggested a storm may approach, the ocean was calm and still. I noticed that the amount of walkers on a wet cold morning was unusually low, how fickle some people are, afraid of a bit of wind and rain. The only two that I interrupted was a rabbit and a cat. I wonder why most people dislike the cold blustery conditions so much, I find it is the most therapeutic weather of all, especially if you are experiencing a difficult or sad day, there is nothing better to rug up warm and go to a park, beach or perhaps just around around your neighborhood streets, allowing the wind and rain to cleanse away any negativity from your body, mind and spirit. There is nothing like nature to inspire and to heal a tired, depressed or lonely human, and best of all its free.


For those that say that they dislike winter I wish to say it is my favourite season, (especially in the UK) however for the moment I am to make do with an Antipodean winter. Yesterday I was so delighted on my morning walk, the Sun as you can see was hidden behind the beautiful grey clouds and as the wind whipped around my ears it was so blissfully cold. I have always been surprised at people who say they hate winter because the sky is always grey and the Sun doesn't shine. How wrong they are, have you ever taken the time to really look at a cloudy sky? If you did you would see that the clouds will vary in shade as well as colours, grey, white, cream and hints of blue and mauve will be displayed in a cloudy sky. And as for the Sun it is still up there shining beaming its warmth to us even harder on these glorious winter days. This morning I have awoken to the sound of rain upon the roof, the wind howling and a fantastic cloudy sky, a breathtaking start for my day.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I am feeling a little nostalgic at this very moment and I feel it is to do with the pending departure of my new friend, I really am going to miss her incredibly. This new friendship appeared out of nowhere, we were instantly in tune with each other and I feel that is what has made this friendship so unique. I know that the Universe had its reason for keeping us apart for so long, even though we had moved into the same street, within weeks of each other. Having spoken to her today I was once again deeply moved by the amount of friendship and love I have for this person, and how empty my life will seem without her being physically here any longer. Still we shall not be separated forever, and I know that until then we shall keep in touch via phone and email. Our bond shall not be broken, it was to rare a gift, an instant connection, this friendship is one of my greatest gifts from the Universe and I shall treasure it always.

A Wonderful Night

I had a wonderful night full of dreams, dreams where I was aware that I was actually dreaming, knowing that although some of the places I found myself were shall we say a little bizarre, I knew that I was only visiting that aspect of myself. On waking the first time I knew that I had been given clarification for things that were happening in this reality, which I have found to be quite beneficial. It was also rather delightful to see that many people who share this reality with me, where also present in my other states of consciousness. I know that not everyone believes that we are more than this body, some still believe that after they depart from this world that is it, they are worm food, bless them. Me, I carry with me an intrinsic knowledge that I am not just what I am here, a human, I am many things with other aspects of myself in many different dimensions. I sometimes wake up and wish that I had not returned to Earth, I find that I feel more at peace and light whilst on my intergalactic journeys, however today that is not the case, I feel light and calm which is wonderful. I feel I am to remember that my life here on planet Earth was chosen by me to transcend challenges that I wished to understand. And to also remember that planet Earth and humanity is headed for a new age in a few short years, the Age of Light, and I know that I intended to be present on this planet for this event, and now this knowledge brings me serenity, after all I am not a human, I am in fact a extraordinary Being of Light, just like every other human here on Earth.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


I shall never be able to explain it and perhaps I shall not even try too, the simply fact is that I know that I come from somewhere very far away, somewhere past the clouds, which is why I suppose whenever I am feeling low or wish to be reminded how extraordinary this human life really is, I simply gaze upward, and peace is restored.

A Note from The Universe

Fear always goes away Gemel when you realise, firstly you are a spiritual being and secondly, nothing can be lost or taken from a spiritual being that cannot be recreated, not pride, money or love. Phew! The Universe

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Yesterday as I began my walk I was taken by this sight of the moon as it was slowly disappearing from sight, all was calm and unbelievably peaceful. Dawn really is such a precious time I did not realise how much I had missed being a part of it everyday.

Not Again

A conversation I listened to last night has alerted me to the possibility of being lured into a rut again once I return to my part time job, as I sat listening to the negativity and judgemental topics that were being spoken about I realised another reason why I ended up having my accident. I shall be returning to a place where the only topics of conversation are of judging others, pulling people to pieces and well to be frank, pure bitchiness. I can not be drawn into this behaviour, it is not what I am about. Why is it when groups of people are drawn together in a work place they have to resort to this degrading behaviour? Why can't they just accept everyone else for who and what they are, after all we have all chosen our current life journeys, our personalities and traits, it is not up to others as individuals to judge others who do not fit in with what we deem as normal. If anything it has enhanced my determination to build myself a thriving practice, offering people an opportunity to return to the Oneness that we all are. Having had months to review where it was that I was going wrong, I have seen where it is I wish to go and what it is I wish to do. Having spent three months of cleansing myself I am not about to head straight back to where I was, I am worth far more than that, and I have a great deal to offer others who are finding their journey in life somewhat difficult.

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Lunch Guest

As we enjoyed a delicious selection of vegetable curries and rice under the shade of a tree in a lovely inner city park, this little Mud Lark appeared to join us. Not at all shy, he came right up and made himself known, stopping to sing to us every now and then.
What a lovely offering from the Universe, simply priceless.

The Cold Treatment

You know your life is predictable when your cat knows your daily routine and sulks BIG time when you are getting ready to go out at night! The cheek of it! Blossom is currently sat on the bed, curled up, peeking over her tail looking daggers at me. She is not a happy bunny! Bless her little heart, I shall bribe her with a handful of Cravers, her latest kitty treat, these rank better than Greenie's and Kitty Candy, she doesn't just drool when she smells these succulent tasty surprises, she dribbles uncontrollably, saturating herself as she waits in anticipation for one of these delectable little morsels to enter her mouth. It will keep her happy for the five seconds it takes for her to devour her treat, and then she shall resume her position and will not acknowledge me until we return home. I suppose I can cope with the cold treatment, just!

The Universe

Do you really think that the Universe / All That Is / God would place us in a place where we could not find, new friends, joy, health, abundance, laughter and love? Where we found that each and every day there was something to be happy about? A place where we were never limited in any way or unable to change a situation we found ourselves in? No I doubt that would be the case, in fact the only limitations that we encounter are the ones we came here to experience, or present ourselves to learn from. You may ask, what about the people born in the poorest countries, enduring what appears to us a life lacking love, loneliness and hardship? Perhaps these people are richer than us in many ways? They may live in a hut built of straw and mud, wear clothes that are old and tattered, maybe they wear no clothes at all? They live a simply life, simple food, no car, TV, phone, few possessions or profession. To us this sounds like the life from hell, dirty and dusty, having to build a fire before we can eat, bathing in the river which you share with crocodiles and giant snakes. Is this really the case? Do these simple people who have upheld a humble lifestyle for thousands of years have something to teach us? They have no stress, no cancers, the hatred, no competition and they have not made money and status their gods. They do not waste their lives attempting to out do their neighbors nor do they bother climbing the corporate ladder, they are not interested in how well little Timmy can spell, how fantastic he is at sport or what university he will attend, they are not that shallow. These exceptional people have a wisdom that fails to impress the materialistic and shallow 'money' people, they know what is really important in life, they honor all life, they are not greedy only harvesting what is needed for one meal at a time, they honour the earth and are aware of the beauty in each sunrise of every animal and plant that shares their world. They understand about balance, and harmony, respecting all life around them and coexisting in peace. Perhaps these courageous souls have decided to incarnate this time to a life that would provide them with spiritual fulfillment, without having to become a guru or disciple to prove their wisdom or their faith? And until the white man invaded their worlds raping and destroying their homes, lives and land they were free of disease and what we term poverty. They led peaceful and happy lives, wanting for nothing as they had all they desired. Simple to see who has it wrong!

Friday, June 01, 2007

This Morning

On my morning walk I stopped to admire a beautiful Sea Hawk as it rested on top of a signpost. I was the only walker who took the time to appreciate this magnificent bird, every other person just walked past. I wonder if people are unable to acknowledge the beauty that surrounds them as they exercise each morning and if so then why don't they get a treadmill and walk inside? Why come outside at all? Each morning as I walk I feel the wind as it caresses my hair, I listen to the birds as they awaken and greet the day with song, I listen to the waves as they break against the rocks and the shore, I hear the trees rustling, watch Seagulls flying, water sparkling clouds drifting, I experience it all, every single day, I take nothing for granted, not a single tiny little thing. After all, all life is sacred and I honor this, I do so wish that more humans would awaken to the magic that surrounds them, every single second of the day.

A Note from The Universe

It's not a matter of whether or not you can afford it, swing it, or handle it, Gemel. It's a question of whether or not I can. And I can. The Universe

In A Perfect World

I am feeling much better today and I put most of that down to the fact I slept through the night, except for when I picked Blossom up to get back on the bed that is, bless her. Blossom really is a most remarkable little cat, she has developed a surefire way of making certain that one of us will hear her when her tummy rumbles during the night. Perhaps this is because she is unable to jump, so instead she has resorted to more subtle ways of awakening her sleeping humans. 1. Gentle paw tapping to the shoulder or head. 2. Purring REALLY loudly right next to your ear. 3. Shouting (meowing) as loud as she possibly can, again right next to your ear. 4. Paw tapping to the scalp with claws extended just slightly (this is added when you are not showing any signs of response.) 5. Hitting the wrought iron handles on the bedside cabinets over and and over again (this is when she has jumped down and can't arouse us any other way.) 6. Scratching the side of the bed with her claws and then running away when you try to crab her to only to do it again on the other side of the bed. Animals are dumb? I have never agreed with such a suggestion, I know there are millions of humans who think that animals are nothing more than pieces of steak and sausages running about, they serve no purpose other than food, clothing and bi-products. Animals, birds, fish in fact all of the wonderful creatures that share this planet with us are all as unique as we are, they all have the ability to communicate with us if firstly they have earned our trust. When an animal starts to communicate with you and to offer their love and companionship you have received a truly remarkable gift, the gift of true love. Blossom was given to me from the Universe and since that moment when I first picked her up half dead and so weak with starvation she has filled my days with joy and love, she has shown many of my friends how remarkable she is with the way she communicates with us, she is an extraordinary little white cat who trusted me completely from that first moment and who with every day that passes gives me nothing except pure love in return. I guess that is why I have always preferred animal company to that of human company, there is no hidden agendas, you know where you are at all times, they do not manipulate they simply love you for who you are. I know that my perfect world would be one where no animal was used for food, clothing, medical testing, bomb detectors, target practice or any other activity that involves their suffering or murder. Each and every creature has as much right to walk this planet in peace and without fear, and I give intent that one day this is so. Until then though I shall treat my little cat like the queen she is, knowing that although I have not saved every animal that is suffering at least I have saved Blossom and I am giving her the luxury of living her remaining days here in peace and comfort safe from any harm.