Monday, November 27, 2006

Blossoms Holiday (part two)

From the moment I put Blossom into the car until the time we arrived in Denmark she was a very good kitty! She was quite happy as you can see just lying on the back seat as we drove for five hours each way, bless her heart. As you can also see she soon settled into country life, however that was not without a little bit of excitement.
Blossom saw her first Kangaroo, and that was a moment I shall never forget! I actually thought that her eyes were going to pop out of her head, I have never seen anyone cat or otherwise open their eyes as wide for as long. She was shocked and if she could have spoken I am certain she would have said "what the #%*? was that?" Bless her heart, it did take her some time to regain her composure and to go near the door again so I decided that I would put on her our bed to settle down, little did I know a group of Kangaroo's was outside the window, so she sat up and just stared at them, she was as stiff as a board. Bless her heart.

Fear and Love

Fear stops you loving and love stops your fear, how many people in the world create fearful situations just because they do not want to open up to love? How many people in the world are so fearful of loving that they stay hung up on the past, allowing hatred, anger, revenge and guilt to rule their lives? In every situation that you encounter pain and anguish there is the greatest gift, the gift of growth. Too many times in life you see people holding on to the past, allowing anger, fear and hate to rule their lives. They become caught up in the past, reliving these events time and time again. Those that can not see that whatever happens to each of us within personal relationships is a lesson for the soul, and each soul has a different lesson to learn. Each person is only responsible for their own growth, not for anyone else. The more one holds onto painful and stressful memories the more fear they create. Fear takes over their life, it engulfs them, they feed off it. They can not do without it. They need it. They thrive upon causing pain towards others whom they feel have 'wronged' them and the taste of revenge is sweet in their mouth. They crave to control, to manipulate with fearful threats that they hope will make the other person do exactly what they want, which of cause is to play they nasty games. When will they see that to release the past with love will set them free? When will they begin to truly live life? Why do they not see that by chaining yourself to the past you never truly live your life. And when will they see that what happened yesterday, last year, last week is no longer relevant in their life now. They can not change it, so why hold onto it?

Thursday, November 16, 2006


Ever wonder why we follow the Gregorian calendar? Ever wonder if there is more to a day than we really know in this western world of materialism? Three years ago I discovered, quite by accident I may add (however there are NO accidents) the 13-Moon Natural Time Calendar this calendar has changed my life. Gone are the days of celebrating or mourning yearly events that are no longer relevant in my life. I now wake everyday and wonder what energies are coming in, what my daily affirmation will be. It has been so natural to fall into the rhythm of this method of time keeping, and I have found that the longer I follow this calendar the more I retreat from main-stream life, the aggression, competition and repetitive nature that our lives normally follow. I no longer am told what day to be nice to my mother or father, which day I should become depressed about a disaster that happen somewhere in the world. I now have the enjoyment of watching a new day manifest right before my eyes, feeling the excitement and wonder fill me as I write my daily affirmation. This year is the Year of The Red Magnetic Moon (July 26 2006 - July 25 2007) " I unify in order to purify" these years are even, 13 months that relate to the thirteen moons we have every year, and they all have 28 days, with one day out of time between the years ends and the new beginning. It has a natural rhythm and changing to this calendar is easier than you think. This calendar is a gift to humanity in these days of change. I feel for me that this calendar has given me so much peace and a harmony, it has complemented my journey by returning to the ancient wisdom of our forefathers. It teaches of our interplanetary guides and of the power we all hold as creators of our own destiny. My life has always been different to the 'mainstream' view of what life should be, I never really fitted in, always knew that there was more to life than people actually knew. That there was something artificial about this controlled existence we have. The powers that be like nothing better than for all of us to be so easy to control and to keep us busy that we do not have time to think or to question the way our society is governed. We are taught that life is hard, it is a mundane existence that involves us being miserable as we plod along in our repetitive lives. I have said goodbye to that mentality I know that there is so much more to being here on this planet and experiencing life in a human body. Life is a miracle, all life from an ant to a whale, animate and inanimate objects, everything in this world is a amazing miracle and this calendar will assist many to reclaiming and understanding the gift that they have been given by being here, NOW.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Blossoms Holiday

Blossom is getting ready this week to go on her first holiday, bless her heart. We are off to Denmark which is a lovely coastal town in the South West of Western Australia, it should take us about 5 hours to drive there from our home in the Northern Perth suburbs during which time I am trusting that Blossom will amuse herself looking out the window and sitting on my knee.
Bless her since I rescued her around 10 months ago she has only been in the car three times, oops no I tell a lie four times. Twice to the vet, once to move house and once to the local pet food shop........don't ask!!! I am certain that she will be fine, she usually just sits and looks out the window, bless her wonderful little heart.


Why is it that life never works out completley how you think it will? Why is it that at times all your faith and belief in what you feel is true is tested time and time again? I understand that each time that I have a challenge to work through that this is a gift, and even if I don't see this at the time I will in the future. I have had a difficult couple of weeks and know that I shall indeed become stronger because of these latest 'tests'. I thank myself for the ability to create these little dramas when I least expect it! More importantly I thank myself for the ability to see what is happening and for being able to grow and expand in a new and exciting ways. Life is NEVER dull!

Friday, November 03, 2006

Blossom before and after

Anyway it is about time you met Blossom, she is our rescue cat, found nearly a year ago near death and in such a fragile state. She has improved so much and now of course runs the house! You will be hearing a lot out her, she has been through a lot and seeing as we don't know exactly what happened to her I feel it is my duty to make certain that the rest of her life is lived in luxury!!!


Life I have found is a journey that never ceases to amaze, it is full of personal growth, insights and deep awakenings that never fails astound me with their intensity and power, to be able to transcend personal challenges, we as humans as a rule are so caught up in the ‘real’ world of work and relationships that we fail to see what it is we are here to do. I know that my own journey is one that at times becomes deeply frustrating as I continue upon my path. Each of us has their own lessons and each of us is responsible in reality for one person only, that is our self, it may sound somewhat selfish yet the less time we spend worrying about what other people are doing and more time focusing entirely upon our path and our goals the more harmonious our life becomes. It is also relevant at this point to remember the connection we all share, and not just in our personal and family relationships, but also with all life, all animate and inanimate objects, because the reality is it is all part of the same source, the god I AM. I know as my journey continues and my understanding and knowledge deepens I AM able to see the beauty and magnificence in all that I see. What we as a race do not always understand is that nothing happens to us that we have not agreed to, we are the conductors of our lives, we orchestrate every detail of what occurs in our life, then when we do not like the way it pans out we set about blaming others or circumstances not realising that our thoughts are living energy that manifests into our reality, whether we actually like this or not. It is also I feel for the vast majority of humanity a truth that they would rather go on denying, I mean lets face it, it is far easier to go on blaming everyone else for our down falls rather that take control and sort ourselves out! We become involved in frivolous and ridiculous scenarios that we believe are out of our control to change. We see some people as being cruel and manipulative towards us causing our life to be unhappy and stressful, when in fact it is us who creates these scenes. I know from my own point of view when I first realised that this not only made sense, but was in fact true it placed a whole new light upon every situation and relationship that I have been involved in. Having the ability to stand firm in this realisation is of course a harsh awakening to what we as a race are capable of creating, and how out of control we really are! I know when I look back on my own life and I see the pain and the suffering I have endured, how I had spent so many years attempting to overcome and surpass the obstacles and people that I felt were standing in my way, I was actually making it worse. I spent so much time getting into other peoples heads, blaming them for my pain, depression, suffering, unhappiness, lack of love, misery……… need I go on? Nothing happens in our life by chance, not one single thing; we co-create the entire life play that we lead. Every situation or lesson if you will is designed by us, for us to learn and to exceed the challenge that is placed before us. We on a soul level choose who will assist us in our learning, and it is all planned out in the tiniest detail, every apparent coincidence is in fact planned out in advance and it simply awaits the exact moment it is required to enter our life. Taking this into consideration for most people is a rather shocking discovery and of course many refuse to believe that they have co-created the distressing and painful challenges that their life has in fact given them, I too was one of them!!! It was with my guides and interplanetary teachers that I reach what I can only call my crescendo when I realised that if all things are connected, all things are god, then the aspect of god that is apparently causing / caused me harm is in all reality another part of myself, another apparition of god I AM. Now then that puts a whole new slant upon my years as poor me and victim, of seeing certain people in my life as the instigators of my suffering and demise. It has given me an unexplainable peace to know that all that has happened to me I agreed to, and without these lessons I most certainly would not be sitting here in my lounge room at dawn writing these words with a heart full of love for all my life has given me. To know that the ones who have given me the harshest lessons, actually gave me my power, it was seeing that I was able to take control at any time and either walk away from a situation or to see that I was in fact looking directly at another aspect of my self. Another part of god! If all of us are divine then nothing is wrong, all life lessons and experiences are given to us because that is exactly what we have asked to experience whilst we are on this planet. This took me a great deal of time to digest and to comprehend, as it really does take a lot of love to be able to look at one who has ‘caused you pain’ and realise that they are only doing what was agreed on a soul level before we were incarnated into this current life. And to make this even more complicated if we are arranging with these other aspects of ‘our self’ to assist us on our awakening then it stands to reason that within the realm of spirit we actually know and love these beings that stand before us radiating negative vibrations! That is a total head spin I know, yet god does not choose certain ones of us to be apart of the ALL that IS, to believe that one would be rather naïve. I know in my own time I too have taken this rather naïve view, and it has caused my ‘suffering’ to continue until I realised that I was the one that held the power to transcend the situation. To truly be a healer / light worker on this planet at this time I feel is an honour to my integrity and dedication to remembering who I really am, and more importantly what everyone else really is too, whether or not they are currently upon the path to awakening is irrelevant, they to are still aspects of god! When one can behold the one before them with deep compassion and love, especially when this being is the instigator of pain and suffering, then that is true love. To know that we have created this situation for our learning and when the challenge is ongoing then we have not seen the light. We can not possibly be healers if we hold hatred in our hearts for any other person or race on this planet, unconditional love is exactly that unconditional, and to withhold this love from anyone is to withhold love from our self. The human race has become obsessed with what happens to others, they have begun to believe all the non-sense they read in the newspapers as really having an effect on their life. The majority of us are so unaware of our own power as creator gods, that they believe totally in the propaganda that is fed to us via all media publications, believing that there is absolutely nothing they can do to make the world a better place! Wrong, if they stayed completely in their own head, took responsibility for their actions, (responsibility – the ability to respond to a situation) and viewed every other person in this world as another aspect of themselves, then this world would turn around, we would see the destruction, violence and hatred dissolve, we would begin to live in a harmonious and loving environment.